Calls decreasing,
long silences on the line,
nothing to say,
it never was this way.
Lies increasing,
anger rising,
feelings so pure turning to mud and clay,
it never was this way.
Tears coming faster,
arguments coming easier,
never any time to play,
it never was this way.
Forgetting everything,
not caring at all,
it's now nothing but a lay,
it never was this way.
Separation sinking in,
secrets being buried,
he's fading away,
it never was this way.
I live in fear,
fear of my perfect circle breaking,
breaking into hatred and pain,
pain leaving me paralyzed,
paralyzed from my stupidity,
stupidity of losing it all,
all of my friends,
friends and happiness,
happiness and love,
love and my life,
life and living it,
it means the world,
the world is mine if I don't lose it all.
I walked around with a hole in my heart.
The pain made me cynical, it would tear me apart.
Even though I felt this, you were always in my head.
You finally show your feelings,
And that kiss replaced the pain instead.
The years I've known you,
The years I fell,
The years I said nothing,
Took years to tell.
Why I didn't have you instead of him, I'll never know.
But now I have you and I'm not letting go.
I walked around with a hole in my heart.
The pain made me cynical, it would tear me apart.
Even though I felt this, you were always in my head.
You finally show your feelings,
And that kiss replaced the pain instead.
The years I've known you,
The years I fell,
The years I said nothing,
Took years to tell.
Why I didn't have you instead of him, I'll never know.
But now I have you and I'm not letting go.
I live in fear,
fear of my perfect circle breaking,
breaking into hatred and pain,
pain leaving me paralyzed,
paralyzed from my stupidity,
stupidity of losing it all,
all of my friends,
friends and happiness,
happiness and love,
love and my life,
life and living it,
it means the world,
the world is mine if I don't lose it all.
You're so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you.
You're the only one who could make me feel like this,
Scared to be away for only one second;
Scared you'll cease to care.
Your smile lights up your face and I'd die to put it there
And kill anyone who tries to take it away.
No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved.
Not while I'm here to hold you.
There could never be another to come close to what you are;
So completely perfect in your imperfections.
I swear I'll never try to change you.
And you swear you'll never change.
You'll be there when I'm at the bottom.
Though "misery loves company" he'll have to look
I want to tell you you brighten my day
make all my problems disapear
I want to fall asleep in your arms
get lost forever in your eyes
I want to smile as you tease my hair
and forgive you anytime you say your sorry
I want to tickle your stomach
and tell you your sweet
I want to sit in the rain
holding your hand..
let the drops fall into my hair
lay under the stars
point them out
and get a kiss from you
I want to cry with hapiness
so you can wipe the tears from my face
I want to laugh when you tease me
and thank you when u please me
I wanna be with you for the time that I can
and be the person you trust.
I want to sing yo
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish that you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know that you still love me,
As much as I love you,
And every time you think of me,
Just know I miss you too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came, She called my name,
And took me by the hand.
She told me I was ready,
For heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind,
Everyone I love.
But as I went to walk away,
A tear
whats wrong with me? by cutelilredneck, literature
Literature
whats wrong with me?
The unluckiest of all...by myself with only my pride alone in bed i fall...fall every night...crying begging pleading for someone to come and rescue me from my misery...the unluckiest of all...by myself i don't even wonder where along the way i went wrong...i've had some good boyfriends...well, maybe not so good, but at least i had them...they didn't hit me or call me names too often..and when they broke my heart they apologized...and when they would hurt me...i would never let them see me cry...and at least i had someone to talk to...i am the unlucky one...so i've been branded...i would love to find someone to give me a chance single handed.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I want to see,
a world untouched,
un-harmed by love,
a world not cursed,
that soars above,
a world of warmth,
not cold as ice,
a world where hearts break once,
not twice.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I wish to see,
a moonlit night,
not pouring rain,
tears cried for joy,
not cried for pain,
a peaceful life,
a brand-new slate,
a world where love
can't turn to hate.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I hope to see,
a world where pain
cannot occur,
where tears don't make
my vision blur,
where happiness
can't drag me down,
and love won't try
to make
I Love The Way You Love Me by evilneedscandy, literature
Literature
I Love The Way You Love Me
I love the way I can talk to you
And say what's on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside
Tears fill my eyes when you're not around
Or when you just don't care
But I know in my heart you will do what's right
For me, you will always dare
Material things will never matter
As long as I have you
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through
My worries disappear when you're around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you hold me close
And kiss me if I pout
I don't care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I'll jump off a building to show you my love
If that's what I ha
Calls decreasing,
long silences on the line,
nothing to say,
it never was this way.
Lies increasing,
anger rising,
feelings so pure turning to mud and clay,
it never was this way.
Tears coming faster,
arguments coming easier,
never any time to play,
it never was this way.
Forgetting everything,
not caring at all,
it's now nothing but a lay,
it never was this way.
Separation sinking in,
secrets being buried,
he's fading away,
it never was this way.
Current Residence: middle-of-nowhere USA Favourite genre of music: Rock (any kind) and Country Favourite photographer: ME Favourite style of art: fantasy, colorful, fun!! Operating System: Microsoft MP3 player of choice: don't have one Shell of choice: pretty shiny shells!!!! Wallpaper of choice: I dunno........ Skin of choice: me with a tan (never gonna happen) Favourite cartoon character: Tinkerbell! Personal Quote: It wasn't me, I didn't do it!
I really never get on here. lol. I am usually on myspace so I almost forgot about this thingy. So um... I haven't written on here in a really long time. Err... so what is new with me?
I got my license...
I graduated High School!!! YAY!!
I've got a job at Arby's... which is kinda cool except for my damn manager. I love the people there... Andrea works there with me so it's all good. :)
I'm taking a year off from school to save up and to decide what I want to major in before I invest any money into college.
I got in a car accident on the 3rd of July... I fucked up my truck and my ankle... but I already got the truck repaired and my a
I haven't been on here in forever and a day. Umm.... hmm, let's see. I've been busy doing college application crap and school. Trying to get a new bf, which I'm making progress w/. But I won't say anymore. Hmmmm... same old shit basically. Gotta go to an anniversary party for Candi's grandparents soon... that should be interesting, saying as how my crush and my exboyfriend are both going to be there. My crush doesn't exactly like Matt. So, we'll see how it goes. Hopefully there's no bloodshed. Haha.... Matt would get his ass kicked. Well, see you beautifus people lata....
I'm sick..... it sucks. But whateva.... Just thought I'd put somethin' on here. I don't get on here very often nemore. Most of my friends go elsewhere. But some of them aren't on there, so.... hi everybody!
so if i get drunk and call you up, don't get pissed and don't hang up...i know it's late, but it's never too late to be another last call casuality...
so when your done doing whatever...when your through doing whoever...you know denton county will be right here waiting for you...come back to texas it's just not the same since you went away...before you lose your accent and forget all about the lonestar state...theres a seat for you at the rodeo and i've got every slow dance saved, besides the mexican food sucks north of here anyways!
sorry a lil' bit of bowling for soup for ya babes...hope it makes you smile...theres plenty more where that came from too
gotta ask ya a fave right quick...my page is being stupid, so can you pull up the thing that says "all my layers...i stole them lol" and either post it and i can copy and paste it or else e-mail it to me please babe? i want to send it around work...but yeah i need to make some adjustments to it and everything Thanks babe! your the best LOVE YAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!