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It Never Was This Way

Calls decreasing,
long silences on the line,
nothing to say,
it never was this way. Lies increasing,
anger rising,
feelings so pure turning to mud and clay,
it never was this way. Tears coming faster,
arguments coming easier,
never any time to play,
it never was this way. Forgetting everything,
not caring at all, it's now nothing but a lay,
it never was this way. Separation sinking in,
secrets being buried,
he's fading away,
it never was this way.

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It Never Was This WayCalls decreasing,
long silences on the line,
nothing to say,
it never was this way. Lies increasing,
anger rising,
feelings so pure turning to mud and clay,
it never was this way. Tears coming faster,
arguments coming easier,
never any time to play,
it never was this way. Forgetting everything,
not caring at all, it's now nothing but a lay,
it never was this way. Separation sinking in,
secrets being buried,
he's fading away,
it never was this way. It Never Was This Way
by ~quirkygal

Lose It AllI live in fear,
fear of my perfect circle breaking, breaking into hatred and pain, pain leaving me paralyzed, paralyzed from my stupidity, stupidity of losing it all, all of my friends, friends and happiness, happiness and love, love and my life, life and living it, it means the world, the world is mine if I don't lose it all. Lose It All
by ~quirkygal

YearsI walked around with a hole in my heart. The pain made me cynical, it would tear me apart.
Even though I felt this, you were always in my head.
You finally show your feelings, And that kiss replaced the pain instead. The years I've known you, The years I fell, The years I said nothing, Took years to tell. Why I didn't have you instead of him, I'll never know. But now I have you and I'm not letting go. Years
by ~quirkygal

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LoveYou’re so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you. You’re the only one who could make me feel like this, Scared to be away for only one second; Scared you’ll cease to care.
Your smile lights up your face and I’d die to put it there And kill anyone who tries to take it away. No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved. Not while I’m here to hold you.
There could never be another to come close to what you are; So completely perfect in your imperfections. I swear I’ll never try to change you. And you swear you’ll never change.
You’ll b Love
by ~willuholdme

I just wanna..I want to tell you you brighten my day make all my problems disapear
I want to fall asleep in your arms get lost forever in your eyes I want to smile as you tease my hair and forgive you anytime you say your sorry I want to tickle your stomach and tell you your sweet I want to sit in the rain holding your hand.. let the drops fall into my hair lay under the stars
point them out and get a kiss from you I want to cry with hapiness so you can wipe the tears from my face I want to laugh when you tease me and thank you when u please me I I just wanna..
by ~AngelWithDark

Tomorrow...If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish that you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say.
I know that you still love me,
As much as I love you,
And every time you think of me,
Just know I miss you too. But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came, She called my name,
And took me by the hand.
She told me I was ready,
For heaven far above,
An Tomorrow...
by ~Livin4Today

whats wrong with me?The unluckiest of all...by myself with only my pride alone in bed i fall...fall every night...crying begging pleading for someone to come and rescue me from my misery...the unluckiest of all...by myself i don't even wonder where along the way i went wrong...i've had some good boyfriends...well, maybe not so good, but at least i had them...they didn't hit me or call me names too often..and when they broke my heart they apologized...and when they would hurt me...i would never let them see me cry...and at least i had someone to talk to...i am the unlucky one...so i've been branded...i would love to find someone to give me a chance single handed. whats wrong with me?
by ~cutelilredneck

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Ha.. wow

Fri Aug 11, 2006, 12:13 PM

I really never get on here. lol. I am usually on myspace so I almost forgot about this thingy. So um... I haven't written on here in a really long time. Err... so what is new with me?

I got my license...

I graduated High School!!! YAY!!

I've got a job at Arby's... which is kinda cool except for my damn manager. I love the people there... Andrea works there with me so it's all good.

I'm taking a year off from school to save up and to decide what I want to major in before I invest any money into college.

I got in a car accident on the 3rd of July... I fucked up my truck and my ankle... but I already got the truck repaired and my ankle is starting to feel better... and I had to go to court for that on Wednesday... and they only fined me $86 altogether and didn't give me a ticket or anything. So there's some good news.

I'm going to Florida on the 27th with Andrea for a whole week... it's going to awesome. Beaches, tans, partying, and boys. Some of my favorite things.

Umm... what else... I'm planning to get two tattoos after I get back from FLA. Andrea and my mom are going to go with me. One of the tattoos is going to be on my ankle of a fairy (my mom wants to get a matching tattoo of that with me) and I want to get another tattoo across the bottom of my back but I'm not sure of what yet. I might get that one later on.

So yea.. my summer has been awesome pretty much.

Spending some time with my awesome friends when I can.. and the rest of the time is used for working. Oh joy. lol.

But yea I guess that's it. I guess I'll talk to everyone later. Bye

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Current Residence: middle-of-nowhere USA
Interests: movies, music, photography, art, poetry
Favourite movie: Pirates of the Caribbean
Favourite band or musician: total opposites: Seether and Keith Urban
Favourite genre of music: Rock (any kind) and Country
Favourite artist: Claude Monet
Favourite poet or writer: writer- J.K. Rowling
Favourite photographer: ME
Favourite style of art: fantasy, colorful, fun!!
Operating System: Microsoft
MP3 player of choice: don't have one
Shell of choice: pretty shiny shells!!!!
Wallpaper of choice: I dunno........
Skin of choice: me with a tan (never gonna happen)
Favourite game: peek-a-boo
Favourite gaming platform: computer
Favourite cartoon character: Tinkerbell!
Personal Quote: It wasn't me, I didn't do it!
Tools of the Trade: my quirky personality

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~cutelilredneck Nov 21, 2005, 7:34:22 PM

so if i get drunk and call you up, don't get pissed and don't hang up...i know it's late, but it's never too late to be another last call casuality...

so when your done doing whatever...when your through doing whoever...you know denton county will be right here waiting for you...come back to texas it's just not the same since you went away...before you lose your accent and forget all about the lonestar state...theres a seat for you at the rodeo and i've got every slow dance saved, besides the mexican food sucks north of here anyways!

sorry a lil' bit of bowling for soup for ya babes...hope it makes you smile...theres plenty more where that came from too

~quirkygal Nov 23, 2005, 5:58:20 AM

you're goofy

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The little moments are what matter

~cutelilredneck Aug 18, 2005, 6:14:49 PM

gotta ask ya a fave right quick...my page is being stupid, so can you pull up the thing that says "all my layers...i stole them lol" and either post it and i can copy and paste it or else e-mail it to me please babe? i want to send it around work...but yeah i need to make some adjustments to it and everything

Thanks babe! your the best

LOVE YAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~MarsBars~

A woman is like a tea bag...you never know how strong she is until she gets in hot water
~Eleanor Roosevelt~

~quirkygal Aug 19, 2005, 12:01:01 PM

I don't know what you mean about the layer thingy. huh?

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The little moments are what matter

~cutelilredneck Aug 24, 2005, 3:02:34 PM

i thought that we went over this? lol go to the journal for may 13, 2004...it should be on there...it's under the title...all my layers...

lol i am sorry that my computer is stupid.

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~MarsBars~

A woman is like a tea bag...you never know how strong she is until she gets in hot water
~Eleanor Roosevelt~

~quirkygal Aug 25, 2005, 5:44:38 AM

it's all good. : D

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The little moments are what matter

~quirkygal Aug 13, 2005, 9:36:48 AM

sorry if the "I love you baby, I mean Matt" thing confuses anyone, Matt was on my name and I was talking to him through Candi's name.

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The little moments are what matter